A view from inside

Today I decided to post something written by me, but I wanted to write it in English, so that only cool people will understand it (hahahaha).
Today I felt like "explaining myself", I don't know why. Maybe it is because lately people say such bad things about me (to me!) that I feel terribly misunderstood.
I'll just list the most common "mistakes" about me, and correct them somehow.

First of all, people say I have no sense of humor. Well, I'm sorry if they can't understand irony, and man, I'm pure irony. From within, I don't see myself as always in a bad mood; very opposite, I couldn't be more positive. I guess I just don't express myself on the right way, and that's confusing for some people.
People say I don't laugh!! Oh lord, I laugh so much. I laugh alone sometimes, I laugh when I like something, I laugh when I pretend to like something, and I laugh when I see people I like.
If I looked at you and smiled, believe me, that smile was real.
And that leads to another thing: people say I'm kind of rude. That was never my intention... I often stay quiet so that I'm not rude with someone... Maybe people say that because I'm honest, and nowadays it is not common to find honest people. I say what I have to say: if you are nice, pretty, intelligent, dramatic, impolite - I will say (as long as we are close, of course). I hate fake people, I value people who tell me what they think with no dramas, just the truth.
I want someone who is honest enough to say "I like you!" but is also honest enough to say "This thing you do annoys me... Could you change that?". There is a difference between honesty and rudeness.
Last but not least, and in fact, the most shocking to me, is when people say I have no heart; that I don't suffer, I don't feel, I don't cry. I suffer when people treat me bad, when a close friend is not talking to me and I don't know why, when I'm stressed, when I like someone too much and the person doesn't care about me... I feel sad when I see other people suffering, I feel bad when my mom is angry at me, I feel lonely when people don't talk to me... I cry when I see something sad, I cry when I'm feeling alone, when I'm feeling desperate, when I think I'm not doing a good job, when I think people don't like me.

Ok, now I think I wrote too much. I just had to do that.
So please, if you're reading this, don't take me wrong. Go straight to the point with me on everything, don't think I'm an angry person... I'm really not.